Have trouble deciding? Bad for me, or worth it?

I believe if that is your dream and in your heart, you will be happiest years down the road if you follow your dream. Also talk to some of the people you know in that field. Lots of times in life if you have to overcome obstacles to get to where you want to be, you end up being one of the best in that field.And you won't look back on your life wondering what if I had followed my dream. I hope the best for you, God Bless you :)